De ce beau oamenii? Adica de ce nu beau mai multa apa sau fresh-uri? Merg la cumparaturi, si mereu vad oameni ce imping catre casele de marcat, un cos mare si gol! Au o paine, un sampon, inca doua lucruri si cate o sticla, doua de bere sau suc. Ma uit la ei, ca orice ar fi, ei trebuie sa puna in cos fie Fanta, Cola, bere.....ceva de baut dar nu apa.

Cunosc multe persoane care au in mod constant in casa sucuri de baut. De ce este o asa dependenta de ceva care nu este sanatos? Adica, daca vin acasa de la biou, nu pot sa beau un ceai, sa imi fac un fresh de portocale? De ce trebuie sa beau un Prigat? Viata mea chiar nu are gust, altfel?

Aud frecvent expresii de genul: nu pot sa nu beau o cafea, nu pot sa nu beau o cola, trebuie sa beau o bere, trebuie sa imi aprind o tigara...
Hei! oameni, ce este cu atata dependenta?
Chiar va place sa fiti niste victime, sa va lasati controlati de diverse "chestii"?
Chiar va place sa depindeti? In loc sa aveti controlul asupra propria persoana?

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Intr-un final s-a intamplat. Mi-a zis. Nu ma iubeste!

Stiam. Dar chiar daca, tot este normal sa te doara. Imi trec atatea lucruri prin cap... cum ar fi sa ma razbun, sa ma razbun si sa ma razbun. Dar totusi sunt calma. Si asta pt. ca stiam. Simteam. Observam. Nu poti sa fortezi un om sa iubeasca. Dar nici un om care iubeste nu poate scapa de sentimentul asta cu una cu doua. Macar ca il mustra constiinta.

Sunt impacata cu mine. Am oferit tot ce era de oferit: ajutor, incredere,rabdare si timp, loialitate si un copil. Am primit "intelegere, mult respect si o gramada de iubire". Echitabil as putea spune. Nu totul este egal in viata. Mai pierzi, mai castigi....ideea este, ca la finalul vietii sa iasa bine balanta. Cu putin noroc.

Nu mai sunt un copil. De data asta m-am maturizat. Sunt rece pe interior, nu mai stiu cum este sa razi ilar pana cazi jos, sunt destul de serioasa si chiar pot sa dorm singura. Desi mai plang uneori...dar este un mare progres.
Imi este tare dor de baiatul meu. Am sa il iau inapoi la mine. O sa ma simt cu adevarat implinita.

Acum inteleg de ce am primit o marire de salariu atat de mare pe timp de criza. Pt. ca o sa am nevoie de bani sa imi cresc singura copilul. Dar simt cat de frumos va fi! Doar noi doi :)

Normal ca il urasc pt ca baiatul meu nu va avea o familie in forma completa. Stiu ca in mintea lui eu sunt de vina : ca l-am cicalit sa nu se mai imbete, sa isi tempereze rautatea de mama, sa devina mai responsabil....Bla bla bla. Altii o fac de la sine putere. Ce era sa fac? Sa imi petrec toata viata, toate sarbatorile in lumea lor, cu el beat si irascibil, gata sa isi infiga mana in gatul meu, cu compania inutila si de slaba calitate a celorlalti si cu intepaturile la doi pasi a lui masa?
Neah. Copilul meu merita mai mult. Eu merit mai mult. Am avut mai mult.
Chiar!, eu cum am putut sa contiui sa il iubesc dupa cate mi-a facut? Dar stii unde e ironia? Lui i se pare normal ce a facut. Cica asa fac barbatii :)) Si mama lui este de aceesi parere cu el, dar sa dea naiba daca ar face ceva asemanator barbasu. Jar mananca ! Deah, mama de baiat. Am sa iau aminte :) Sau minte? :P

Nu am de ce sa fiu trista. Eu chiar nu pierd nimic. Un om care mi-a creat atata suferinta si nici macar sa nu ma iubeasca? Lasa-l...pt altele :)
El, da, pierde. Dar nu acum va realiza. Nici el, nici mama lui. Mai apoi. Poate mult mai apoi. Asa cred eu...sunt prea mandri. Vorba aia "mandri si doar atat!" - bine zis Marius.

Nu ma simt nici singura. Chiar daca nu este deloc cum am visat. Il am pe baiatul meu care umple tot golul si care este perfect. Este perfectul meu. Fiecare om are un perfect, nu?


Am sa incerc sa adorm acum. nu trebuie sa las un om rau sa imi strice nviata, noptile, sanatatea, buna-starea. El nu e Dumnezeu.

Am uitat sa il prezint. Am vorbit despre viitorul meu fost sot - The heart-less.
Daca credeti ca doar in filme exista oameni seci pe din'nauntru, insensibil in adevaratul sens... Va contrazic si vi-l dau la proba. Desi nu stiu cine l-ar mai vrea. I s-a dus sansa.....odata cu a mea!

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01) Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02) Swam with wild dolphins
03) Climbed a mountain.
04) Taken a Ferrari for a test drive
05) Been inside the Great Pyramid
06) Held a tarantula.
07) Taken a candlelight bath with someone.
08) Said ‘I love you’ and meant it
09) Hugged a tree.
10) Done a striptease
11) Bungee jumped
12) Visited Paris
13) Watched a lightning storm at sea
14) Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise
15) Seen the Northern Lights
16) Gone to a huge sports game
17) Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa.
18) Grown and eaten your own vegetables
19) Touched an iceberg
20) Slept under the stars.
21) Changed a baby’s diaper.
22) Taken a trip in a hot air balloon
23) Watched a meteor shower
24) Gotten drunk on champagne
25) Given more than you can afford to charity
26) Looked up at the night sky through a telescope
27) Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment
28) Had a food fight
29) Bet on a winning horse
30) Taken a sick day when you’re not ill.
31) Asked out a stranger
32) Had a snowball fight
33) Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier
34) Screamed as loudly as you possibly can
35) Held a lamb.
36) Enacted a favorite fantasy.
37) Taken a midnight skinny dip
38) Taken an ice cold bath
39) Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar
40) Seen a total eclipse
41) Ridden a roller coaster
42) Hit a home run
43) Fit three weeks miraculously into three days
44) Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking
45) Adopted an accent for an entire day
46) Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
47) Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment
48) Had two hard drives for your computer
49) Visited all 50 states of USA
50) Loved your job for all accounts
51) Taken care of someone who was shit faced
52) Had enough money to be truly satisfied
53) Had amazing friends
54) Danced with a stranger in a foreign country !
55) Watched wild whales
56) Stolen a sign
57) Backpacked in Europe
58) Taken a road-trip
59) Rock climbing
60) Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice
61) Midnight walk on the beach
62) Sky diving
63) Visited Ireland
64) Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love
65) In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them
66) Visited Japan
67) Benchpressed your own weight
68) Milked a cow
69) Alphabetized your records
70) Pretended to be a superhero(Wonderwomen;;)
71) Sung karaoke
72) Lounged around in bed all day
73) Posed nude in front of strangers
74) Scuba diving
75) Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye
76) Kissed in the rain
77) Played in the mud
78) Played in the rain
79) Gone to a drive-in theater
80) Done something you should regret, but don’t regret it
81) Visited the Great Wall of China
82) Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog
83) Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84) Started a business
85) Fallen in love and not had your heart broken
86) Toured ancient sites
87) Taken a martial arts class
88) Sword fought for the honor of a woman
89) Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight
90) Gotten engaged
91) Been in a movie
92) Crashed a party
93) Loved someone you shouldn’t have
94) Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy
95) Gotten married
96) Had sex at the office
97) Gone without food for 5 days
98) Made cookies from scratch
99) Won first prize in a costume contest
100) Ridden a gondola in Venice
101) Gotten a tattoo
102) Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on
103) Gotten divorced
104) Been on television news programs as an “expert”
105) Got flowers for no reason
106) Masturbated in a public place
107) Got so drunk you don’t remember anything
108) Taken illegal drugs
109) Performed on stage
110) Been to Las Vegas
111) Recorded music
112) Eaten shark
113) Had a one-night stand
114) Gone to Thailand
115) Seen Siouxsie live
116) Bought a house
117) Been in a combat zone
118) Buried one/both of your parents
119) Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120) Been on a cruise ship
121) Spoken more than one language fluently
122) Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone
123) Bounced a check
124) Performed in Rocky Horror
125) Read - and understood - your credit report
126) Raised children.
127) Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy.
128) Followed your favorite band/singer on tour
129) Created and named your own constellation of stars
130) Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
131) Found out something significant that your ancestors did
132) Called or written your Congress person
133) Picked up and moved to another city to just start over
134) …more than once? - More than twice?
135) Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
136) Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking
137) Had an abortion or your female partner did
138) Had plastic surgery
139) Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived
140) Wrote articles for a large publication
141) Lost over 100 pounds
142) Held someone while they were having a flashback
143) Piloted an airplane
144) Petted a stingray
145) Broken someone’s heart
146) Helped an animal give birth
147) Been fired or laid off a job
148) Won money on a T.V. game show
149) Broken a bone
150) Killed a human being
151) Gone on an African photo safari
152) Ridden a motorcycle
153) Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100 mph
154) Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
155) Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol
156) Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
157) Ridden a horse
158) Had major surgery
159) Had sex on a moving train
160) Had a snake as a pet
161) Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162) Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
163) Slept for more than 30 hours
164) Visited lots of foreign countries
165) Visited all 7 continents
166) Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days
167) Eaten kangaroo meat
168) Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169) Been a sperm or egg donor
170) Eaten sushi
171) Had your picture in the newspaper
172) Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
173) Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about
174) Gotten someone fired for their actions
175) Gone back to school
176) Parasailed
177) Changed your name
178) Petted a cockroach
179) Eaten fried green tomatoes.
180) Read The Iliad
181) Selected one “important” author who you missed in school, and read
182) Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them
183) …and gotten 86′ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
184) Taught yourself an art from scratch
185) Killed and prepared an animal for eating
186) Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt
187) Skipped all your school reunions
188) Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language
189) Been elected to public office
190) Written your own computer language
191) Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream
192) Had to put someone you love into hospice care
193) Built your own PC from parts
194) Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you
195) Had a booth at a street fair
196) Dyed your hair
197) Been a DJ
198) Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal
199) Written your own role playing game
200) Been arrested. ?


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"Don't you be waisting all your money on syrup and honey
Because i'm sweet enough
Don't you be using every minute on making a living
Because we've got our love
Listen to me 1,2,3
Baby, Baby, Baby
Spend your time on me

Don't you be out all night long
Leaving me all alone
Because I need your love
Don't you be spendin every day working away
Because i'm waiting for you
Listen to me 1,2,3
Baby, Baby, Baby
Spend your time on me"

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"Please draw the past and be true
Don’t say we’re okay
Just because I’m here
You hurt me bad but I wont shed a tear

I’m leaving you for the last time baby
You think you're loving,
But you don’t love me
And I’ve been confused
Outta my mind lately
You think you’re loving,
But I want to be free, baby
You’ve hurt me.


All the days spent together
I wish for better,
And I didn’t want the train to come
Now it’s departed, I’m broken hearted
Seems like we never started
All those days spent together
When I wished for better
And I didn’t want the train to come.
No, no."

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